don’t stop

What’s stopping you from wanting to hold my hand?
What’s stopping you from wanting to talk?
What’s stopping you from wanting to lean?
What’s stopping you from expressing your mind?
What’s stopping you from wanting to argue?
What’s stopping you from wanting to teach?
What’s stopping you from sticking around and staying?
What’s stopping you from showing you care?
What’s stopping you from wanting to see me?
What’s stopping you from wanting to hug?
What’s stopping you from loving?
What’s stopping you from showing your feelings?
What’s stopping you from wanting to be with the one you love?

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how can silence be ever so beautiful in the middle of the noise

how can simplicity give joy in the middle of complexity

how can simple acts bring so much hope in the midst of being hopeless

how can holding hands give so much security in the middle of  instability

how can leaning bring so much assurance in the midst of doubt

how can time be so precious when you almost have nothing to spare

you even wished you had powers to freeze it

how can two people meet from different worlds, make the most of it but to be together is way out of reality

 

well

when i think of you, my mind starts to wander

when i think of you, it’s both happy and sad

when i think of you, one day it’s full of hope

when i think of you, the other day becomes hopeless

when i think of you, my eyes start to water

when i think of you, it feels home

when i think of you, it also feels running away

when i think of you, feels like i’m ready

when i think of you, scare no, worry scares me

when i think of you, no matter how i would want to smile, it always leaves me to solitude

everytime i think of you, it always feels like on a cliff

whether to stand or to jump

 

hoping one day, enough courage will i have

not to think of you

 

irony

when you thought of closing the book, it stays open

when you thought of not questioning, it gives an answer

when you thought of not talking, he communicates with you

when you thought of running away, he walks with you

when you thought of leaving, he stays

when you thought of crying, he laughs with you

when you thought of letting go, he holds your hand

 

tiny world

a month ago, you were stepping on cloud nine

a month ago, you were in an unexpected bliss

a month ago, you were smiling ear to ear

a month ago, spark turned fireworks

a month ago, you wished it stayed this way forever

a month ago, you had a dream in reality

little did you know, falling into trap

little did you know, creating chaos

little did you know, wanting to hold onto it longer

little did you know, hoping to get it deeper

but

different worlds, that’s where you both belong

same book but you were on a different page

it’s now time not just to turn the page but to close the book

it was pretty a good book, anyway.

Jeepney Chronicles 14

Why did a thought that someone would reach out ever crossed that crazy mind? Completely gone crazy. You just hope to overcome this silliness. It was just a night. A night that was filled with beautiful things. Felt like that after a long time, you found someone who will be of the same wave. But, keep in mind..it was just one night. It has to be clear that it was nothing. You both belong to different worlds. Nothing will ever transpire. There was nothing to it. What’s wrong with wanting to give in, anyway? Especially, if it would put a smile on your face.  But, that’s barely it. Is it all about that, after all? Perhaps, to other or some people, it’s a yes. It’s that easy for them to drop everything as if nothing happened. Very shallow. Very casual. But to you, if possible, you would want something beyond and deeper than that — If not a relationship, how about a friendship? A good friendship that is sincere and is meant to last. A good friendship that is possible to unfold. Is that not possible? Creating and making a good company from someone who is so opposite, is that too much to ask? You always end up wondering, why others can be like that, why can’t you? Fate is just that playful and it’s making your heart really sad. It always gets you to wondering. Why meet someone who has someone? Why meet someone who already has a responsibility? What’s the purpose of all these? The thought of being ideal is killing you. Should you drop the thought instead and just go with whatever happens? A part of you says yes but the other part tells you to hold still. For now, accept the fact that no one is thinking of you. While waiting for the time that someone is actually consumed by your thoughts, continue the patience and remain real. Stay beautiful, young being!

 

Thanks for reading. Cheers! 🙂

 

Now playing: Feeling better by Ne-yo

livin’ lovely

You were someone I thought who has so much substance but I was wrong

You were someone I thought who can save me but you drowned me

You were someone I thought I can give hope to but you are as hopeless as the others

You were someone I thought whose choices are the best ones but they are of the lowest quality

You were someone I thought who do things with class but you are totally out of it

You were someone I thought who want finer things in life but you are as cheap as the others

You were someone I thought who has so much depth but those are just words but never in action

You were just the same as the others

You are nothing different from them

You are all the same

It was all the same