hands up

tried not to peek but lost

tried not to give it a thought but lost

tried your best not to wander but you lost

tried not to remember the good memories but lost

still trying not to shed a tear but still losing

tried to run away but lost

still trying not to think of you but obviously, you lost

you very well know that you lost but it’s just about time to turn the page

more so, close the book and look forward to grabbing and enjoying a new book

head up high. you’re winning, young lady!

 

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Aquil

you were the person we never saw but learned to love you

you were the person we never touched but learned to feel you

you were the person we never hugged but learned to feel your warmth

it was almost the best welcoming meet up but for some heavenly and inexplicable  reasons, you had to be taken away from us

you were someone we never had in our arms but you will forever be a part of us

you were like a God, your presence is strongly felt

no matter how painful and hurtful it is, you will be in our minds and hearts until eternity

Thank you, Aquil, for bringing so much joy to us

for being a great source of inspiration and strength to all of us more so, for being an angel.

Thank you.

I love you, my dear nephew

We love you forever.

champagne life

it’s that time again

to get up and get going

it’s that time again

to stand tall and be proud

it’s that time again

to learn a great lesson

it’s that time again

to let go of the things you really have no control

it’s that time again

to let go of the doubt

it’s that time again

to just believe and love like a young child

it’s that time again

to have that genuine smile

it’s that time again

to see things at a brighter and better perspective

 

 

 

cheers! You deserve all the beauty and love this world has to offer. Keep sparkling!

 

power trip

does silence always mean yes? or is it just a way to get away with it?

does silence mean peace? or is it just a way not to create chaos?

does silence mean calmness? or is it just a way to hide the fear and doubt?

does silence mean stability? or is it just a way to keep your trembling?

does silence mean contentment? or is it just a way to hide insecurities?

does silence mean you like it? or is it just your way not to hurt?

perhaps

silence…a sure great way to express that not a tiny care you have

silence…almost synonymous to whatever you say

but

why are people afraid to talk?

what’s there to be afraid of?

why be a coward when we only got a short life to live and love?

why is it so hard to pull the words out?

hopeful still, one day, enough courage you will have

to speak up, talk it out loud, let your heart out

that would be music to the ear even if the words would hurt

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it may hurt now but let’s keep it this way

i may not understand a lot of things but let’s keep it this way

this is not how it’s supposed to be but let’s keep it this way

i may have a lot of questions but let’s keep it this way

it sure will bring me to tears but let’s keep it this way

i may want to hold hands with you but let’s keep it this way

beautiful mistake, indeed it was

you were peace in the midst of chaos

regrets, i have none

i choose to keep it this way

don’t stop

What’s stopping you from wanting to hold my hand?
What’s stopping you from wanting to talk?
What’s stopping you from wanting to lean?
What’s stopping you from expressing your mind?
What’s stopping you from wanting to argue?
What’s stopping you from wanting to teach?
What’s stopping you from sticking around and staying?
What’s stopping you from showing you care?
What’s stopping you from wanting to see me?
What’s stopping you from wanting to hug?
What’s stopping you from loving?
What’s stopping you from showing your feelings?
What’s stopping you from wanting to be with the one you love?

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how can silence be ever so beautiful in the middle of the noise

how can simplicity give joy in the middle of complexity

how can simple acts bring so much hope in the midst of being hopeless

how can holding hands give so much security in the middle of  instability

how can leaning bring so much assurance in the midst of doubt

how can time be so precious when you almost have nothing to spare

you even wished you had powers to freeze it

how can two people meet from different worlds, make the most of it but to be together is way out of reality